LOL. Jeez. I gotta laugh at this life sometimes or my brain would explode! I havent blogged since we arrived, not for lack of things to tell you, but for lack of Mego-less time to sit down and do it. She is on an outting with Daddy for the afternoon, so I am going to give it my best shot while they are gone. I recently read ALL of my Myspace blogs. Holy buckets. I ranted constantly. I thought I would follow that writing style again today. Sorry Charlies!
Oh where do I begin....
Life in Rock Creek, Oregon is well, boring. As you all know Ive never been unemployed before, and frankly, I am going bonkers. He he. If I had a great big house that needed to be cleaned constantly, Id be less bored, but seeing as we down sized (ALOT) and our apartment is pretty much put together 24-7, that idea is out. We managed to keep busy for a few days there with trips back and forth down south to our homeland to visit, for my older (smaller) brother Beau's 30th on the 23rd, Thanksgiving, which we celebrated 3 nights in a row, 23rd, 24th and 25th, Zachary's 10th birthday party on the 27th, my younger (bigger) brother Daniel's 26th on the 2nd, and Megan's 3rd birthday on the 4th. Ahhhh!! What are the chances that my mother had 2 kids the same week I had 2 kids? On a holiday week? Seriously. Sometimes God is silly. That brings up several side notes:
My big brother is 30. WTF? Arent we still kids? Cant I kick him in the junk when he is mean to me? How in the hell is he 30? That means I am almost 28. Ugh. How time flies huh? Happy Birthday Beau.
My little boy is 10 years old. I have been a mom for an entire decade now, plus 9 months. How is that possible? A decade of motherhood? I have learned so much, I think, from these 10 years. God I hope so. I have done so many things different with Megan, but then again Kenny and I are together, which is WAY different from when Zach was this age. He is so wise and mature, and yet still so young, with so much to learn and see, and do. I am going to cry. Yep. Here it comes. I miss him. I miss him so much. I didn't see him on his actual Birthday. He sounded so sad and lonely. I wanted to punch his father. I always want to punch his father, but he made no effort to make his day special. When I talked to Zach at dinnertime, he said he hadnt even told him Happy Birthday. Come on Asshole. You asked for him to be with you and you cant even make his birthday a good one? After we threw his entire party......Just now, get a call from my crying 10 year old son. Lovely. I cant believe he cant handle him and make a home for his son for 1 school year. God I hate that guy. Damn it Greg. Fuck. Excuse my language, or dont, I dont care.
Kenny just called and there is a suspicious device on the train tracks in downtown, so they had to get off the train and wait for a bus. Did I mention its 30 flipping degrees outside? And the next bus is not for 20 minutes. Traffic is so fancy that it would take me 2 hours to get to them. Awesome. Did I mention cool stuff happens in the city? lol.
Where was I? Oh yeah...I hate Greg. No, my son is 10. Oy. I must move on to spare cursing and tears. Megan is 3 years old now. WOW. My baby, the one I waited 7 years to have, is now getting ready for college. Seriously, she is so smart and mature, it boggles my mind. She is alot like Zach in so many ways. I remember bragging, constantly I think about how smart he was. And now, I am doing it again. They look so much alike too, in all my favorite ways. I love my kids. Both of them, very much. Even when they scream at the top of their lungs because I am merely in the next room, and walking is hard. I love them when the cry forever and ever to the point that they dont recall why it started. Yep. They are my kids.
Christmas is in 19 days. Again, WTF?! I cant even wrap my brain around that. This is the first year that I dont have it all taken care of and wrapped under the tree at this point. Then again, this is my first year since age 10, when I dont have an income. Luckily, I have an amazing husband who reassures me that all will be well by Dec. 25th. We have had alot of catching up to do since the move and we are beginning to see the light again. Seriously though, my kids both just had bithdays, and have every single thing they could ever ask for. So why is it that I am obsessed with buying gifts? I dunno. Blame my mother. Love you mom. And your gifts!! This year I am baking, and crafting....ALOT! (Kenny just text and the suspisious device is where his car is parked. LMAO, what are the chances?) I was raised to get presents! And give presents! We loved them! Gotta go pick up Kenny and Megan with my darling life saver friend Nicole. To be continued.....
Crisis Averted. Jeez. I think I am going to just give up on this blog until next time. Which will be soon. I habe more to talk/vent/blog about, but Megan is home now, so I am going to go snuggle and watch "All Dogs go to Heaven" for the 23rd time this week.
I am doing ok. Megan is great. Kenny is good.
Over and Out Good Buddy
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